Two days

Been two days, I dont feel the saddness of our seperation nor I felt all these is a dream. Is this a good sign? I think it is...

I start to find my body has reach its maximum to hold on to this mental and emotional stress. Today I feel extremely tired.. not physically... mentally tired. Find it so hard to focus writing my assignment... head heavy... want to sleep... maybe lack of sleep... sian?

hmmm nothing to blog, since I have nothing to chat with you... run out of things to talk... sian of all the things that I have been struggling... no matter how much I struggle, there is no response from you... no reaction... no answer...

Sian of you calling the shot! Call me when u feel like... ask me out when u thought of it... I'm won't be here waiting.. I could die tommorrow... I might be kidnap by alien tommorrow... time will fade me away...

Who am I to you I asked? A friend? You say much more... A close friend? You say much much more. Gf? I don't know... you know me and understand me.... No.. I don't understand you nor know who are you. I used to think I know you, trust you, understand you... but it turn out I have been rob of my heart...